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Hello everyone!

Once again Sue and Mary have prepared a transcription for us. This meeting was the first appearance of the Guardians. It is really funny to read their paragraph and realize how long it took them to say that small amount of words. Enjoy!

Eloheim, The Guardians, and The Visionaries through Veronica 12/2/09 ~ Sonoma, CA

To see video from this meeting, please follow this link:
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Eloheim: Well, hello everyone. We’re just going to come in for one quick sec and set the energy a little bit within Veronica so that the Visionaries can come in and do what they need to do and then we’ll most likely be back, so just give us a second if you would.

Guardians: [First appearance – Spoke slowly and with difficulty] We invite you to consider your emotional system. It is invaluable at this time to align your emotional system with the integrity that you experience as a soul. It is not possible for us to share more verbally with you, but we do wish to make our presence known. We understand that it is important for you to have names. We would invite you to refer to us as the Guardians. We will not stay physically connected at this time but we needed to make sure that you were aware that your alignments have not gone unnoticed and are being supported in a new way. We further invite you to examine the area of yourself you refer to as the heart chakra and take that energy into consideration for the message that is going to be forthcoming. We leave you now but only in the sense of the experience of you hearing us, for we have been called to support the evolution of the heart chakra into the dynamic. You will know more of us soon.

Eloheim: Veronica says, “When it rains it pours.” One of your quaint colloquialisms. We’ve suspected that those folks were going to be coming along pretty soon and we don’t really want to answer a lot of questions about that. It’s just you’re pushing up against January 13th so quickly that you can’t avoid things like that. So, obviously they need some further integration with the body. Let’s just see if the Visionaries need to speak before we move along with the night. Oh yeah, what were we thinking? Let’s see “if.” That’s one of those little charming things that, apparently we’re the master of ceremonies tonight. OK, just a moment. Oh boy. Batten down the hatches. You might want to breathe a little.

Visionaries: All right, all right, all right, all right, all right. That’s right. There you go. Breathe please. We’ve talked and talked and talked about bringing the truth of you into the moment. We’ve talked and talked and talked about uncovering the places where you lie to yourself. We’ve talked and talked and talked about expressing your integrity by bringing the wholeness of you, by bringing your soul’s energy into the physical form, we’ve talked about how that’s evolving you into Homo spiritus and pushing you into the 2012 timeline, bringing you to the brink of ascension, on and on and on. And all those things are absolutely true and none of it changes and we recognize that it’s deeply, deeply conflicting, challenging, triggering, it pushes the buttons of the people around you; it encourages the people around you to look at you cross-eyed sometimes. We understand all this.

But the essence of the time that you have now on the planet, in the body, is that you had a desire. A desire to experience the ensouling of the physical form and the rise of consciousness through the lifetime. You wanted to experience physicality from a conscious platform. You wanted to experience the ensouled version of you. You asked for the opportunity to be created for you to have the experience. And it’s here and you’re having it and it’s pushing you and it’s pushing you because you’re in a survival mode. You’re in an ingrained pattern that’s dominated your perspective for such a long time, and you’re pushing yourself to find a place outside of habit to call home and the problem with this is that there is no model, there’s no example and there are no trail-blazers. You are the trail-blazers. You’re having to literally make it up as you go and you’re making it up out of whole cloth, meaning the whole thing has to show up. It’s not like you can dabble in this. It’s not like it can be a little vacation off to see what it’s like. It’s not even like going off to a retreat or seminar where you go into like a silent retreat or something and you practice being quiet for 10 days. No. It’s every day, every moment, every, every, every, pushing, pushing, pushing on all of you. And little things are starting to snap off. Little springs fly off the side of you and you think “Oh, I hope I didn’t need that. Oh boy, there goes another one. Jeez, I hope I didn’t need that one, either.” We see it.

And the beauty of is, as Eloheim has taught you many, many times, you can’t have change without change. You cannot experience transformation unless something transforms. You cannot alter your paradigm unless there is an alteration of your perspective. And the alteration of your perspective has to be constantly managed in order to bring out the revised perspective. Again, we talked about it in the format of the sculptor who chips away the bits of marble that aren’t needed. The sculptor doesn’t build the marble statue. It’s not something that you do. It’s something that you reveal and that’s what you’re doing. You’re revealing the integrity of you, meaning your soul expressed through the physical form, and the only way to reveal it is to remove that which isn’t of the integrity of you.

How do you remove that which isn’t of the integrity of you? Well, you find the places where you’re lying to yourself. You find the places where you’re habitual. You find the places where you aren’t truthful. You find the places where you’re hiding because the things that you have to confront are too difficult, too uncomfortable, or just plain used to ignoring. Every time you reveal that aspect of yourself, you are letting more of the truth of you be seen. Now, since you’ve been hard at work doing this and some of the truth of you is now showing, we have to address that. Because all of a sudden the truth of you pokes out and you say here’s the truth of me and how do the other people in your life respond? How do they see you? How do they encounter you? How do they experience you? What do they believe about you? That’s the question. That’s the question you’re going to have to start dealing with more and more often now.

When you arrive as the truth of you, holding on to the perspective of the truth of you, whether or not it’s validated by the people who are surrounding you—and if you have a core emotion that is all about being seen or being heard or being reacted to in a certain way, which probably that includes everyone. Oh no, we don’t even get a laugh? That’s probably the first joke we’ve ever told. The first joke we’ve ever told through the human form and it didn’t get any laughs. That’s not a very good starting point, is it? We tried. Veronica’s rubbing off on us a bit. As you take the truth of you into this world and people start to see you as this new being, they are going to have a reaction to you and that reaction will likely be very different from the reactions you’ve gotten in the past. Some of them may be embracive and some of them may be abrasive and it’s really, really, really up to you to hold the course and stay in the space of “The truth of me is the most important aspect of me. Not how people react to me.”

And it is a challenging, challenging place to hold, but it’s required, because as you express the truth of, and start to emanate out, a revised energetic, like a beacon coming off a lighthouse—some people don’t want to see the darkness illuminated. Other people will. All of that is really less relevant than the fact that you are willing to shine the light of the truth of you because it is why you walk the planet at this time. You walk the planet at this time to shine the light of the truth of you and to emanate it out into the world and whether people like the darkness being illuminated or not is not your business. How they react to you illuminating the darkness has to be less of your business than it has been in the past and you redouble your efforts, quadruple your efforts, to invest in emanating the truth of you and releasing your attachment to how your emanation is perceived.

Now, we understand it feels good to be acknowledged and seen and heard and appreciated, and there are people in your life who are able to do that for you and we encourage you to nurture those relationships. And the people who can’t see you, can’t hear you, and cannot absorb the light that you’re putting out, or can’t ignore the light that you’re putting out, and have a problem with the light you’re putting out, those people and your relationships to them have to become less valuable to you. Because if there’s conflict around the truth of you being expressed, then there’s conflict within you. Unless you can manage that conflict in a way that doesn’t dim your light.

If your relationships dim your light, you need to reevaluate why you’re in them or how you’re in them. Because at this time leading into January and the entire year of 2010 you are pushing the physicality to its limit to evolve and transform and to run the Homo spiritus paradigm. And it feels very, very challenging right now because you’re in the mucky, messy middle ground. We had to add another adjective. The mucky messy middle ground. Because the patterns of habit have their claws in you and they don’t want to let go because those habits have kept you alive. And the survival instinct is very strong and you are literally reprogramming the strongest instinct the human body has. We’ll say that one more time. You are literally reprogramming the strongest instinct the human body has. That’s why it’s so hard.

Now, the Guardians brought in their energy because what they’re here to do is to assist you with the emotional system and evolving the emotional system to match the evolution of the physical body. And as we say those words there is a sensation in the heart chakra responding to that acknowledgment.

So, you’re in the mucky messy middle ground, and the returning to the anchoring of the truth of you as your primary objective is what we see will guide you through the messy middle ground into a more easeful state reflecting a blissful experience that really isn’t that far off, but does require that you do certain steps in order to get there. Primarily, recommitting to the authentic expression of you, which is the ensouled energetic expressing physically in collaboration with the personality and offering that as an emanation without it being dependent upon how it’s received.

All right, that’s the end of what we’d like to share tonight. We’re going to ask Eloheim to come in and help illuminate things that maybe aren’t clear, answer your questions, and bring some more insight into the places where you’re still having a little bit of a hard time expressing the truth of you.

Comment: Thank you.

Visionaries: You’re very welcome.

Eloheim: Quite a night already! Feels like it’s just gotten started and it’s already been kind of a party. It gets a little crowded. Just a moment. So first off, comments about any of all that that you want to share.

Comment: I love those guys.

Eloheim: Which ones?

Comment: The whole gang. I pulled cards tonight and one of the things that came up was that the way you pray is through feeling what it is you want to intend to have in your life. It’s a very powerful way to pray. And just have faith that it works.

Eloheim: And you just have to be cautious—the only thing we would say is the word “faith.” Just make sure you understand that faith reflects a confidence in the continuation of things rather than a belief that someone’s going to bail your ass out.

Comment: I felt a large realignment going on through my core. I didn’t want to come back.

Eloheim: What’s interesting and has been this way for a very long time, is that oftentimes when there’s a deep emotional experience that Veronica has, it tends—we don’t want this to sound like Veronica has to have a bad day in order for anything neat to happen because you all know that’s not true—but there does tend to be breakthroughs that occur. There are breakthroughs and breakthroughs can be experienced emotionally, they can be experienced physically, even. And when those breakthroughs start, a lot of times what can happen is that they are breaking through her life and then that breaks through an opportunity to shift the energetic. When the Visionaries came in it was because you all had a collective breakthrough, so it’s not always a Veronica breakthrough.

We talked at some length about the different chakras and ensouling the different chakras and we started at the base chakra, the root chakra, and we were moving up and then we got away from that discussion for a while because we had to start talking about the truth. Well, that’s all heart chakra talk and then all of a sudden here come the Guardians who say, “OK, now look where we are.” And we talked a bit about how the heart chakra and the power chakra are actually becoming a singular energetic vortex space and it’s a figure-8 kind of pattern. That’s how we see it. And that figure-8 kind of pattern, what it does is it says how I am in the world is always connected to my heart. So it’s always connected to the truth of me. It’s always connected to the authenticity of me. It’s always connected to the completeness of me, which is all heart chakra energy. Heart chakra energy isn’t just love, love, love. It’s the pure expression of your being.

So as you take the pure expression and then you actually use your power chakra to express it, which is what they were talking about, the Visionaries, about the lighthouse thing. So this is that third and fourth chakra coming together to blend their energies to offer an emanation and to balance that energy in collaboration with the body. See, that heart chakra energy is something that a lot of times is out of balance. “I serve, I love, I give,” especially women, “I give, give, give.” A lot of times your heart chakra energy is out of balance. Or your heart’s closed down, closed down, closed down. You’ve seen that picture, too. So there’s been a lot of out-of-balance heart chakra energy on this planet.

So one of the interesting things that’s happening is you’re not balancing only the heart chakra. You’re using the power chakra to sort of be an anchor to balance it in this figure-8 pattern. Rather than just saying, “Oh, I’ll fix my heart chakra,” you’re saying, “I’m going to balance it energetically like a dumbbell shape or a figure-8 shape.” Which is an interesting way to go about doing it. Instead of just saying, “I’m going to figure out how to be in my heart chakra in a good way,” you’re saying, “scrap that plan.” Because, you know, a lot of you have been trying that for a really long time and just exactly how far has it gotten you? Not so balanced and hard to keep in balance. So you’re bringing in the density of the power chakra and combining that with the etheric nature of the heart chakra and together they can be in a more balanced state—both of them, both of them. And that’s really the beauty of this, is because the power chakra tends to get a little kooky because it either tends to be “I’m going to go take care of it,” corporate raider kind of energy, or it tends to be closed down, you have no boundaries and you’re a victim. Heart chakra is kind of the same thing. You’re either shut down or you’re over-giving too much, doing too much, serving too much. So they both have this problem of staying in balance, more than the other charkas, really. They both have this problem of staying in balance. So when we work with them together and they kind of balance each other, then you have this sweet combination of energy that you can work with and use as your emanation, and when the soul’s energy starts to move through the body it has this nice portal of connectivity that’s a balanced portal of connectivity to others.

Now, the other chakras interact with other people, too, but these are the big ones that are interacting on a physical, emotional, mental, spiritual level. They’re really the interactive chakras. The second chakra also, but the second chakra really—the sexualization aspect of it you can move into those higher chakras and take the sexuality of it into a more powerful space. And the fear that the second chakra carries around with it, you know, we’ve done so much work on. So, the fear is more about “I’m afraid” than “you’re scary” nowadays. You see the difference? So that’s why there’s not so much interaction with the second chakra except on a sexual level, but again, we said we’re going to move the sexual energy up.

So that’s why that third and fourth chakra balance is really, we could call it the ensouled chakra or the ensoulment chakra. It’s the place where the chakra energy or the energetic center of the body is interacting with or emanating out into the world. And with the appearance of the Guardians tonight they are putting you all kind of on notice to say, guess what the subject’s going to be for a while? And then the Visionaries come in and lay their—it’s like a cake. Like those cookies you guys had. It used to be the Visionaries came in and they were so out there that it was like all we could do to kind of keep them around. Now we have the Guardians that come in and they can’t say more than two words in a breath. So it’s just interesting to us to watch, now that the conduit is more open, just bringing these different levels of energy in. It’s pretty powerful stuff.

Something that came up in a conversation Veronica was having was this idea, and the Visionaries really touched on it, and we’re pleased they did. Can you be your true self if you get no validation from others? You’ve had some practice with that one. So, the idea of not being validated, yet still holding the truth of you as the most important thing. So that’s a little thought experiment. Just spending a little bit of time with the idea of, “Even when who I know I am isn’t perceived by those around me, what does that do in me? How does that affect me? How does that change me and what I’m willing to put out into the world? How I’m willing to show myself in the world?” And remembering, of course, if you like the idea of past lives, and we know that all of you here do, standing out in the crowd got you whacked many times. So, you’ve got the fear of getting dead to contend with. But what we’ve observed is that has backed off a lot. You still have, “Oh my god, someone walked out in front of my car. Am I going to have an accident?” fear. But the idea that you’re in imminent danger of getting whacked all the time seems to have abated somewhat. You’ve had some practice with that one for a while now. So we think it’s good to follow up on some questions. Do you have any comments you want to make before we move onto another topic?

Question: (a question about sex and fear)

Eloheim: (wants to talk about that some other time.) What we see, just briefly, what we see is that working with this third and fourth chakra alignment is going to just make you go “oh!” one day, but there’s more to talk about. It’s on the list.

Comment: Regarding the heart chakra, and knowing when I’m being open and when I’m being locked down.

Eloheim: It’s more a sense of—it’s not safety and it’s not certainty—it’s a sense of the knowing your fullness is being expressed. For you we would imagine that shows up when you find yourself not running those repetitive scenarios we’ve talked about or those enemy scenarios or any of that. So it might have a measure of safety in the sense that you can let go of the defensive mechanisms you’ve had in the past and it feels more clear to just express your moment-to-moment truth than to have a bunch of preconceived plans about how to interact with people. That might be one of the ways it shows up. In a general statement, though, it looks like the completeness of you being expressed. Whatever that moment offers for the completeness of you to be offered—wait, does that make sense? Whatever the moment, whatever the opportunity of the moment is for the completeness of you to be presented, that you take that opportunity. And the completeness of you means being authentic, telling the truth of you.

So, like an example earlier when you, Donna, were talking about your plans and Veronica just spit out how she just spit out, it wasn’t all that graceful but she was expressing the authentic nature of herself. And on some level she was trying to say, “Oh my gosh, I see something here,” and her love for you was to say, “I want you to see it, too,” but the emotional system was overwhelmed, as you got to experience, so it came out as, “I can’t stand you talking like that.” Because she couldn’t take any more. So, graceful: no. Authentic: yes.

Now, sometimes graceful is a helpful tool. Sometimes you have to just be the authentic expression of yourself regardless of how it’s received. Now, you’ll get more practice at it so that you can be more graceful so that you don’t think, “My God, I was just a complete bitch. I didn’t mean to be a bitch but I was, I think.” You won’t have that happen. But the truth of it is to withhold the authentic expression of yourself is the bitchy thing to do. To present the authentic expression of yourself, in a graceful manner, is obviously desired. You might all have to be practicing with each other on this one. But it is that sense of “I told my truth.”

“I told my truth.” That’s the authentic expression of you. “I told my truth.” And remember, the truth of you can be “I don’t know anything.” You always have that to fall back on—“I don’t know.” And the “I don’t know,” that’s [worry]“I don’t know,” is something we would like to replace with [confident] “I don’t know,” and have it be something that you can actually own rather than feel victimized by. That’s the emotional upgrade that we’re talking about. Well, we’re not talking about—they’ve been talking about. That is the conversation that’s been had tonight, is the emotional upgrade. So, we have the emotional upgrade, being authentic. The emotional upgrade we’re looking at is gracefully expressing the truth of you and the other one that we’ve already forgot.

That’s what we’re talking about with the emotional system and the third and fourth chakra blending is to upgrade the emotional expression of yourself. Not take it away, remember. Because we’re not going to say, “Oh, you’re not allowed to have emotions anymore,” because exactly how fun would that be? Bring your soul in so it can experience the physical form and you become robots. No. But there needs to be an upgrade in the way you express the emotionality of yourself. That’s a little bit about your question last week with the anger. So there’s this upgrade where like last week we were asking you can you find the fascination in rather than the action in it. So Heidi was angry and it was, “How can I be fascinated by my anger rather than act from my anger?”

Comment: Anguish, not anger.

Eloheim: Anguish, that’s a good word. And the action of anguish is anger like you said, or “I have to do something.”

Comment: Abrasive.

Eloheim: Abrasive and the fascination of anguish is, “Wow, I can really believe that it’s possible for me to be this limited. I actually really believe that it’s possible for me to be this limited. That means I’m creating the next moment from my belief in limitation.” And we take you back to listen to the first time the Visionaries came in in June. Veronica listened to that again today. They were talking about that if all you’re willing to receive is the thoughts about the subject, than you’re willing to live in limitation. Because thinking only gives you a certain amount of information. And so you have to continually remind yourself that, “I’m not willing to live from the limitation of thought. I require, request, demand, know, trust, believe,” whatever word you like, “that there’s more here than what I’m capable of concocting with my thought process.” And bring the insight from your soul and the perspective of your unseen helpers and the aha and the color crayons and all the other ways we’ve said it, into “I don’t know anything,” so you can see what more is there. That’s why we went through all those tools is so you can let go of the idea that “my brain is the answer to all of it” and move into the aha being the additional picture.

The Visionaries said something to the effect of if you are willing to live from the place of—if your mind can think of it, that’s good enough for you, then you’re agreeing to be small with your small mind. It was one of those times back when they were a little more abrasive. See, they learned a little bit of grace. It only took them six months. Actually, they’ve been better for more than six months but there’s a very good example actually of what that looks like. You bring in your authentic self and you knock a few people down and everyone goes “Wow, good information, but jeez you’re kind of mean,” or “you’re kind of rough,” and it’s like, “Oh, I can be my true self in a more graceful fashion once I get more used to it.” Just like they got more used to the process to being attached to the physical form, they’ve gotten more graceful. So there’s a model for you. Oftentimes you guys don’t have any role models for any of this stuff, so if you come off a little rough you can just be, “All right, that happened to the Visionaries.” This learning to put spiritual information into the body in a new way can be a little rough because as Veronica was sharing she has a physical reaction to unconscious speech. OK, what were the Visionaries having? They were having a spiritual reaction to the physicality. You see how the pictures are the same? So, you have a role model on some levels there.

Comment: I’m finding lately that I can’t rely on my mind anymore to find the words that I need. I have to be blank and then it just comes through. My mind couldn’t think of a simple word, and then I stopped and went blank, and then it came through.

Eloheim: Because what you’re really doing is you’re disengaging the mind from being the predominant interface with reality. You are letting the mind be the controller, the influencer, the instructor of the physicality. And you’re letting the ensoulment be the interface with reality.

Comment: Being myself and having reactions from people, my social circle has shrunk so small. It’s this on Wednesdays and it’s my family and one friend. So, I’m working through it with my family, who are understanding, but I’m not experiencing a lot of negative feedback from being my authentic self yet.

Eloheim: Yeah, and you don’t have to anticipate getting negative feedback for being your complete self but we’ll just remind you that part of being your complete self was that patch you guys went through recently and there was a lot of feedback during that patch.

Comment: You mean with the family?

Eloheim: Yeah.

Comment: And as devastating as it seems, it’s cool. It’s not devastating even though it feels like it’s—exciting isn’t the right word—and I’m into it. This is growth. I’m into this. It feels good when you get through it.

Eloheim: So, we’ll remind you again to use “I’m willing.” And “I’m wiling,” and there’s no other word in that sentence. So, it’s not “I’m willing to experience the pain.” It’s “I’m willing.” Because you don’t need to program it that it needs to be painful. We understand what you’re saying, but we want to remind everyone of the tool. When you feel kind of baked, it’s “I’m willing, I’m willing, I’m willing, I’m willing.” Because what that does is it says, “I don’t know anything and I’m bringing my free will into alignment with the energetic that my soul is presenting.” Because it’s easy to resist it because it’s about change. The “I am willing” tool has gotten Veronica out of a lot of jams, including the Guardians. That one was used a lot already tonight. It is a very powerful tool. Simple. Simple but powerful. Because what it does is it brings in the essence of you, meaning your integrity, your soul’s energetic, and cuts out all of the mental static and puts your free will into play with one three-word statement. It’s a good one. It’s one of those power phrases. Because the biggest thing you have is free will. So if you say, “I am willing,”—look at that. You’re taking the most powerful aspect of you and you’re bringing it to bear on the subject that is at hand

Comment: Does the physical form has “control” over free will or is that in conjunction with the agreement with the soul?

Eloheim: No. You as the personality Randi, you have free will. You have to make the choice for that free will to be aligned with the ensoulment process. And it’s not like one of these things where you just flip a switch and it stays flipped. You can say “I am willing to align my personality with my soul’s thing,” blah, blah, blah. OK. And the next moment, you get triggered. And so the free will thing is a continuous kind of a deal of realigning, realigning, realigning because the survival instinct pops up, tells you to reevaluate what you’re doing over and over again and you have to continuously say, “Thank you, survival instinct, for telling me I should be scared, but I’m aligning my free will with the choice to see this as growth rather than fear.” So it’s kind of like free will goes into play and then the survival instinct turns it off—not turns it off, but flips the switch—so you say, “Yes, I am willing.” Survival instinct says, “nope.” “Yes, I am willing.” Survival instinct says, “nope.” And that’s that repetitive thing you have to do. And again we don’t want to ever discount the survival instinct because it’s incredibly, incredibly needed. But what you’re doing is you’re evolving the survival instinct as was mentioned earlier. It’s very powerful.

We have two more questions on the list. We probably don’t have time to go around the circle even for just one question. But maybe for those of you who had a chance to answer the questions, maybe just a little bit of feedback about how it was for you this last week to have those questions kicking around in your head.

Comment: It helped very much.

Eloheim: So how did it help?

Comment: I was much more able to be laid back and looking at it objectively, rather than being pushed right to the edge all the time on certain other things.

Eloheim: And it’s just because you became aware of it in a new way?

Comment: I had some tools. I felt there was a way to work now instead of just bumping up against the brick wall going 90 miles an hour.

Comment: Changed my family’s dynamic that night when I went home after the meeting, and I said, “OK, I need to talk to everybody, especially Davis.” And by the way, he passed his test today with no problems. I just laid it all out on the line and explained everything and it brought a lot of things up in the family and they got to speak their truth about what they were afraid of and what was going on. And he’s (Davis) still pushing it a little bit, out of habit, but I also felt a sense of relief when I said, “You are now going to do it yourself. I’m here but I’m not going to do it for you.” The other comment: “I have unlimited financial potential”—I used that tool yesterday at a craft show with someone who’s not familiar with any of this and it was so powerful it clicked in for her, too.

Eloheim: Why don’t we see if we can do one more question tonight? So the third question is…John would you read it out loud to us?

John: What one thing would you change about your body?

Eloheim: OK, now, this question has sub-questions, of course, and this question can probably be answered pretty briefly. It probably doesn’t need a lot of story. So maybe we can just go around and get you guys to just throw it out. You can always skip, but what one thing would you change about your body?

Comment: Better vision, especially working with computers.

Comment: Neck and shoulders not always be so painful.

Comment: I want to be 3 inches taller…OK, and weight loss.

Comment: Weigh less, better energy.

Comment: Teeth. Brain chemistry.

Comment: Want to release all emotions that are stuck.

Comment: Remove aches and pains

Eloheim: Now the sub-questions are things like, and some of yours are more esoteric rather than “I’m too fat” or things like that, but still we think the sub-questions will help. How often, on a scale of 1 to 10, (10 being a lot) how often do you think about these things?

Comment: Eight. [group consensus]

Eloheim: So, this is on your mind. So, if it’s on your mind we’ve got two choices that we see are obvious. You either stop thinking about it or you do something about it. We don’t see that there’s really another option. Well, you can continue to suffer, but if you come on Wednesday nights we don’t think that one’s even an option. Stop thinking about it or do something about it. Stop thinking about it. We’re not feeling the love for that one at all. Everyone’s like, “It’s an 8! I don’t think I can stop thinking about it.” So, it’s the do something about it, and by doing something about it we mean that when it comes up, remember this is like the core emotion, it’s floating around in there. When it comes up, let’s do something different with it going forward. So, we’re just going to take aches and pains, because it’s probably true for everybody anyway and it’s the one we remember because you were last. So let’s just take aches and pains. When you get an ache or a pain the temptation is so strong to say, “Oh, I wish I didn’t have that pain,” or “Oh, I feel old,” or “I’m broken,” or, or, or. What we would say is let’s change that habit into “What is this teaching me?” Remember that one? “Why is this happening for me?” How many versions of that tool do we have? “What is this teaching me? What is this trying to tell me? What is this showing me? What can I learn from it?”

Because if you think about it and you want it to go away, you’re not accepting it’s happening, and if you’re not accepting it’s happening, it can’t change. It has to keep asking you the same question. So, a pain in your body is asking you a question or it’s raising a red flag, and if you just make it go away or ignore it you are losing out on the chance of knowing what it’s trying to tell you. So when you get an ache or a pain or you don’t feel aligned and you’re concerned about your brain chemistry or you find yourself responding visually in a way you don’t appreciate, those aren’t moments to begrudge. They’re moments to say “OK.” Remember we talked before about that climbing wall idea and we said triggers to your core emotion was just another handhold on the wall to get to the top? Let these be like handholds. Like, “Look, here’s another chance. Can’t see a damned thing. Where is that handhold? Can’t see it either, but I know it’s up there someplace.” And invite the fact that you’re having difficulty seeing or you’re feeling out of alignment or your brain doesn’t feel right or you feel like you want to lose weight or you don’t want pains. Let those opportunities—note: opportunities—show you their message. They wouldn’t be happening—God doesn’t waste—it wouldn’t be happening unless it was needed to illuminate something. Now, you want to be taller. So there you go. “Why do I want to be taller? What is it teaching me that I’m not taller?” You can just go have fun with that. You know the prescription for that one. But yeah, a lot of people do want to be taller. A lot of people want to really radically change their physical forms, and we will tell you that if things go the way they seem to be going, you will have control over those sorts of things.

Comment: Oh, shit. I don’t want to be taller. Then I’d have to change all my clothes.

Eloheim: There you go. And you know, that’s a perfectly valid reason why it doesn’t happen. So that’s another one of those things like we used to laugh and tease you guys about “I want to teleport but will my clothes go with me?” Remember we had that discussion more than once? “I’m afraid that I won’t have a passport and I won’t be able to get back.” So all of those mind-based limitations will put themselves in the way of different kinds of more superhero-y type experiences. But in general, the things you want to change about your body are giving you opportunities to learn. Opportunities to learn.

Can we blow through the final question? Do you think you can give a short answer?

Comment: Have you given us all the sub-tools for that other question?

Eloheim: Yeah. It’s either you get to stop thinking about it or you do something about it. And if you’re going to do something about it, you’re going to let it be an instructor rather than feel like you’re victimized by it. Primarily, that’s the summary. Because a lot of people will say, “Oh, I wish I didn’t weigh as much,” but they will—and we’re not saying you have to exercise or change your diet to lose weight, because really we see weight as an energetic phenomenon more than a physical phenomenon, anyway—but they’ll worry about how much they weigh a lot, rather than transform the way they feel about how they weigh or transform the way they feel about their body or even be conscious of how they actually feel about their body. They’ll instead just beat themselves up over and over and over again. So you either have to stop thinking about it all together, because it’s just a waste of time because you’ve thought about it enough, it would have changed if it was going to change, remember that tool. Or you have to let it be a teacher and transform what it’s teaching you. Let it be a teacher and transform your perspective of it based on what it’s teaching you.

So, this is going to be a challenge. We’re putting a challenge down for you guys. We’re going to do question number four and you’re going to be brief, which is going to require hyperconsciousness out of each and every one of you. This is a test. We told John last week that none of the questions were a test but the way we’re using this one is kind of a test because this is a hugely triggering subject for every single one of you and we’re going to ask you to be incredibly brief about your answer. John, could you read the fourth question?

Response: What aspect of your financial situation concerns you the most?

Comment: That I’m reckless.

Comment: I’m not concerned.

Comment: Flow.

Comment: Uncertainty.

Comment: Lack.

Comment: Need a little cushion.

Comment: Living hand-to-mouth.

Comment: Not wanting to make money because I don’t want to pay taxes that go to things I don’t agree with.

Eloheim: OK. That’s conscious.

Comment: Fear of lack of flow.

Comment: Balance for proper use—feeling that there’s spirit involved in the exchange.

Eloheim: So everybody gets a gold star because you really did that, and again, we like to point out these places because you don’t give yourselves a pat on the back nearly enough. If we tried to pull that six months ago we’d still be on Donna and you’d still be going and then and then and everybody would be like…because to speak the utter truth about an incredibly triggering event in a short period of time means that you are not concerned with what everyone else thinks about you more than you’re concerned with being able to express the truth of you. Do you understand? Because if you’re trying to mitigate what everybody else in the circle thinks of you, you’ve got to use a lot of words. But if you can just say, “Lack,” you’re like, “This is the truth of me. I feel like I’m in lack,” and you’re not mitigating.

So that really is the answer to the whole question. The question is could you do it. Could you tell the truth about one of the most primal triggering events that’s possible, that continues to trigger you because money is always an issue, it’s like we said before, it’s like food, you always are looking for more of it because you spend it and you need more. Could you just tell your truth without having to couch it or protect it or wrap it up in a pretty bow, and you all did. You all did. So, there’s an expression of the truth of you.

Now, could you in a situation at a cocktail party express the truth of you in that kind of fashion? It might be a little harder. Maybe not. But that’s the point we’re trying to make, is if you can express the truth of you about a very triggering subject in 1, 2, 3, 4 words like you all managed to do, that shows that you have a foundation of expressing the truth of you even when you’re not triggered or especially when you’re not triggered. So, we just invite you to take a little comfort in your ability to be that authentic. And that’s really what we wanted out of this question. Because we’ve talked about money up one side and down the other. We don’t need to talk about it any more. We needed to hear you be willing to be authentic even on a triggering subject, even when you went clockwise instead of counterclockwise like we normally do. If it hadn’t been so late in the meeting we would have had gotten you guys up and made you switch chairs first, to really stir you up and see if that threw you off your game. But on another level you’re grownups now on this subject, and we don’t have to play parlor games to stir you up. But you can see where we were thinking how stirred up can we get them to see if they can still be authentic? But it’s late. Veronica’s like, “Can we just not?”

So, if and when it occurs that you’re stirred up in a social situation or a marital situation or a work situation or in any situation, you can fall back on the truth of you having been revealed tonight, which is that “Even when I’m triggered, I can still tell my truth.” And that’s really the battle cry that we would like to leave you with tonight, is “Even when I’m triggered, I can still tell my truth. Even when I’m triggered, I can still express the authenticity of me and if I’m not graceful about it, oh well, I’m learning. So even when I’m triggered I can still tell the truth.” So, let’s let that be the energies of December. What did we say last week? Decisive December is “Even when I’m triggered, I can still tell my truth,” because if there’s a month in your Christian-based calendar that’s going to give you opportunities to tell your truth even when triggered, it’s the month you’re in. So, you made it through Thanksgiving and now the big one, you’ve got 23 days ’til Christmas and you’ve got 23 days to be triggered and tell your truth and be nice to yourself if you’re not graceful about it.

So, that’s plenty for tonight. Plenty. But we do want to again acknowledge and thank you all for bringing the truth of you together and expressing it and holding space for the opportunity for the Guardians and for the Visionaries and for the Eloheim to have an opportunity to tell our truth, because that’s what we’re doing. We are telling our truth, too. So, it’s a big truth-telling time.

Comment: If you’re not saying something with malice and it just blurts out, I don’t think they take it as rude.

Eloheim: Well, there is the aspect of at least you’re being high-vibrational because you’re telling the truth. So there is the aspect of they may choose to react to it as if you’re just an ungraceful whatever but you aren’t being malicious, you aren’t coming with malice, but the truth sometimes hurts because people are so unaccustomed to it. So it can feel like malice. It’s a balancing thing. So yes, sometimes the truth is just refreshing—“It’s so refreshing, she just said her truth,” you’ve heard that—and you’ve heard “truth hurts.” So it goes both ways. But consistently presenting yourself as someone who expresses the truth of yourself will attract to you people who like that and it will drive away the people who don’t. Very quickly.

Comment: That’s the truth.

Eloheim: Yes, it does separate the wheat from the chaff. “I don’t want to hear that, I’m leaving. I want to hear it. I’ll stay.” So it is a human kind of a conundrum because it’s very, very similar to the “are you going to be conscious or are you going to be a victim.” Right now, if someone sat down and tried to run victim energy the whole room would sort of get up and migrate energetically. You couldn’t stand it. You really couldn’t stand it if someone tried to pull victim energy right now. You would all notice it and it would make you uncomfortable and you would think, “How can we get this person to shut up, and will they leave, and if we give them a whole box of cookies as a bribe will that make them go?” There’s that kind of thing where “I’ve got to get this person out of my space.”

Well, that truth falsehood or telling yourself stories is the next layer of that, where all of a sudden it’s like, “If I can’t express the truth of me I can’t be in this space. I can’t be in the space where the truth of me isn’t being expressed.” Veronica had an experience the other day. She ran into someone she used to work with and she said, “Oh, how have you been?” And she knows he’s a retired military person, so he already has a very nice pension and he has a full-time job now, and he’s only in his 40s, so she said, “How are you doing?” And he said, “I am working a lot,” and she said “Oh, come on, you’ve already got a pension,”—you know Veronica, she’s like, “You got enough money to pay your bills? Quit.” That’s her financial picture. And he said, “Oh, I hope I have a heart attack so I have a good reason to quit my job.” And Veronica literally, she said, “I can’t talk to you anymore,” and walked away from him. She hadn’t seen him in two years. “I can’t talk to you anymore,” and got up and walked away because it was literally physically a discomfort to be around that victim energy. You can feel that? Probably tastes a little weird in your mouth? So that the victim energy is that disgraceful and unconsciousness, lying, not in the sense of deceiving to get ahead but just not telling yourself, not present the authenticity of you, is going to become that much. Like when you have oil and you drop water it just spreads away. They don’t mix. They don’t mix. And that’s where you’re getting to. So when you have that strong of a physical reaction it’s hard to be graceful. Literally, she just said, “I can’t talk to you anymore,” and walked away.

Comment: Good luck with that heart attack!

Eloheim: We supported her in her walking away because she felt it physically and if you can see that, if you can see that, it would probably be visualized as just a black ooze coming off and it’s like, “Oh, get it away from me. I don’t want it to touch me.” OK, well, if you don’t want it to touch you—boundaries. Remember all that talk about boundaries we did? They’re going to come back. You’re going to have some boundaries. OK, everybody.

Comment: Thank you.

Eloheim: You’re very welcome. You’re very welcome and we’ll be here next week and the webcast will be on the 13th.
Question: Will we be meeting the week of Christmas?

Eloheim: We have no plans to cancel the meeting at all, and John, if you don’t mind everybody being here two days before Christmas, then we’ll be here. If there’s no problem with us being here we have no intention of canceling the meetings for the holidays, which is nice because one year both of them fell on Wednesdays and so there were two weeks off and it was strange. With January 13th coming up, no. We need to gather. So that’s that. Good night everyone.

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